In the time between postings things have undulated, to say the least.
First off, I got friends I can hang out with which helps me get out the house a bit more, her name’s Cora, she doesn’t live that far from me and every so often, I find myself at her place just shooting the breeze when she’s not going to school and doing grown up and mom things.
It’s weird hanging out with a mother of a teenager because I’m so used to having to censor myself around children but this 14 year old “child” is taller than me and is pretty nihilistic about everything so it’s like “do I censor myself or can she handle it?”, either way, her daughter is actually precious.
I would be a tad bit happier about the $1,400 I have left on the car if I didn’t have to go to court on the 28th for having an expired registration sticker. What makes me mad about the sticker is that it’s my own fault for not being able to go to the insurance office to get a new one (never had the money) and I feel even dumber that the replacement sticker that I had prior was in my glove compartment the entire time.
Either way, some military officer smelled blood in the water and threw a ticket at me about it. I had to use my last stretch of money to get the insurance ($224.00, maybe) required to get the hold off my registration AND the sticker so this court may be easy to tolerate but I expect them to make me literally pay for wasting the cops time (because this is Republican California so I assume that the judge is gonna be like “you clearly wanted to get stopped”).
I’ve still been working out on and off but I haven’t been able to go to the gym like I want. In all honesty, it’s simply because I go to the gym almost EXACTLY after I get off work so I wear jeans and the only pair of jeans I have has a hole in the middle which wouldn’t be so bad if I wasn’t so afraid that my balls would just slip out mid workout. I gotta get new pants but paying for the car, the (now) car insurance, school and all these other things, it’s exhausting.
I want to save money and all I do is keep getting more and more expenses. Like bruh, my checks ain’t $1,000 and even if they were, I got bills.
In any case, I still got plans and a lot of them stem from the idea of going back to school. I can either go to wrestling school in Texas City at Booker T’s Reality of Wrestling, Any Acting School in Los Angeles (hopefully while earning income as an extra) or keep teaching myself IT in hopes to land a smart people job diddling with computers.
I got plans, I just need the money and if I wasn’t already paying off a loan, I’d probably beg for it at this point.
I have a CD in an old Bank Account six years ago that’s been collecting dust because I can’t touch it. At this point, I really need that money but I’m afraid of the repercussions that come with taking money out of practically my own personal locked vault. Like I like to think I’ve been pretty responsible in not messing with that money for six years but times are getting tough out here and those car payments are really starting to breathe down my neck with this money situation going the way it is.
I just need a way out and chipping away like I am just seems slow..I’m talking Tom Dufresne chiselling out of prison slow. Or was it Andy Dufresne.
Two friends of mine is letting me use their Netflix and Hulu so I’ll have to see that movie at some point.